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At
twenty, you have the world by the tail and all the answers.
At thirty, you're running on empty (apologies to J.B.)
speeding along at ninety miles an hour. At forty, you
look around and think where has it all gone to. Now I
find at fifty, you realize it never left - you just got
side tracked and engulfed in the process.
I quit performing professionally in 1982 because it had
ceased to be fun and moved over to the business side of
music. In late 1988 after my father died and I did a lot
of soul searching, I walked away from nineteen years of
the music business and too many hours in smoke filled
bars, on the road in old cars and feeling very burnt out
and at peace & very comfortable with the idea that
I'd never return again.
In
the year 2002, I found myself in a much different place.
After some twenty
years, the efforts of many
friends to
keep me involved and
a sweetheart of a lady's' encouragement to follow my heart
once again, I have finally come - full circle.
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Back
to the place where it is fun again. A place where I feel
I have truly regained my passion for my art, my music
and what I
have to offer. And,
not to be left out, the most important of all - back to
my love for my
audience and so many friends. All of whom have had or
I hope will have at least one opportunity to share with
me, my art and my joy of creating and making live music.
It
has been 1981 since I have released new recorded songs.
For a short period in 1991 and 92 I was involved in a
recording project with a group named High Fashion but
that project was never finished. I'm now working on several
music projects and writing new material on a regular basis.
I hope to have at least one new release soon. It will
be my first new recording since 1982 and will include
several songs that I wrote during the early nineties as
well as material I've written or co-written up to present.
AS with most music I make, it may be slow coming because
I want it to be pure in its presentation, and I want it
to be up to a standard that I can look back on in ten
years and still feel good about what I did then. Aside
from working on a project with myself, I started a new
studio project with a group I performed with in the middle
seventies - Singletree featuring
the original lineup.
When we get it finished and out you'll be in for a real
treat. These guys are fine musicians and their my extended
family. The core of Singletree is Rick Malchow from Memphis
Tennessee on guitar, vocals, dobro, accordion, flute and
various other instruments - Fred Lord from Auburn Alabama
on guitar, vocals, banjo, mandolin, dobro, bazooka, Shobud
pedal steel and various other instruments and my self
on acoustic & electric guitars, harps and vocals.
In addition, our friend and longtime partner, JJ Barnett
on drums and percussion as well as a number of other really
good players that are sitting in on the sessions. Our
initial sessions were recorded in Alabama with more planned
for later this year.
I
had planned to release a live CD playing only guitar and
singing as a Live From The Ozark Heritage Arts
Center in 2003. However, after I actually started
working with the tracks, I realized that the overall quality
of the tracs had such a cross contamination of instruments
and electrical noise from the Center, that it made getting
a clean mix
virtually impossible. Because of that,
I decided not to release it.
If
you are not familiar with my music, you will find I write
most of my songs from the heart. Though many are written
with the intent of being on some level - commercial in
nature, they are most often inspired from an experience
in my life and often tell a story of my experience. And
though many of my experiences with life have been great
and wonderful, not all have been. I have found that, they
have most often been the types of experiences that are
common to most of us on some level and at some point in
our lives. I believe that most of us have common experiences
- good and bad. The differences are in how we are able
to handle them. When things have gone bad for me in my
life, I have always taken the attitude that I'm
just being tested to see if I'm worthy - there
is a great deal of comfort and satisfaction in believing
that you are being tested and finding out that no matter
how tough or how bad, you can pass the test.
I've
had a heck of a career, though most probably have never
heard of me - it is truly a large world and it has been
an exciting and full one for me. Nonetheless, it's been
fun at times and I have accumulated such a wonderful collection
of friends and wonderful memories along the way. As time
permits, I hope to be able to tell my story here and share
with you the best of it and yes, some of the worst of
it too.
I
am told by a friend - and I try hard to listen, she's
a smart lady! - that I have built walls that are hard
to climb, that I should take down those walls and I should
share more of myself with people, as she says - the
real Bill Lusk. She tells me that behind all that
hardness, there is a soft and gentle guy that she thinks
everyone should know about. I have to admit, that's a
hard thing to do sometimes. Other than in my music, I
have always found it difficult to let folks see beyond
the window dressings. Again at some level, we all find
it hard to allow others to see our weaknesses, our frailties.
But it could happen and with encouragement - . . . maybe
sooner than later.
As
I have promised, as time goes, I'll add to my story and
the different eras of my career
and life. They'll be some rather interesting photos as
well. You'll find this stuff in the ROADS
TRAVELED GALLERY section. Come back and visit every
now and then to see what's been added and maybe I'll be
performing in your area and you can come by for a visit.
later
and thanks
for stopping by . . . Bill
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